Monday, August 4, 2008

Forbidden

Love tempt me no more

Bind not my feet to strange chains

And my heart to forbidding stone

Long have you toyed with me

Deluded my wild senses

And blinded my puny affections

Long have you misled me senseless

And made me believe I could have

What was never meant to be mine


Must you leave me bereft of all joy

Must you torment my every living moment

Must you always darken my doorstep

With your unwelcome craven shadow


You made me wield the pen

And weave a landscape endowed

With your essence, its every strand

Enmeshed in your bewitching snare

A honeyed trap and no more

For an unsuspecting fool poet

A prisoner to my very own words

A mute witness to those who left


You leave behind many a memory

Of what could only have come to pass

You promised and yet you forbade

Seizing every insignificant gift you could

Dark nights and even darker thoughts

Have you rendered on my soul and mind

Till at last I have lost

All but abject guilt and shame


Your prey now tires of the game

Pray now let me escape this endless void

I shall now glide away singing

An elegy to unrequited love

9 comments:

Mastram said...

Strong!!! ... Ishq nahin hai asaan, bus itna samajh lijiye, ek aag ka dariya hai...aur doob ke jana hai!

Fugitive said...

thankee :) I wanted to write contrary to some of my older poems...they were too mushy

The Soul of Alec Smart said...

too much, panda.. now only if we could figure who this was written for!

Fugitive said...

now now poetry isn't always personal :)

Megha said...

Strong wonly!

Fugitive said...

thankee thankee :)

Ruchira Sen said...

Panda, you're writing poetry!!! That too about unrequited love. Admittedly there may have been some things you were never meant to have, but you were definitely meant to have written this poem. It's truly beautiful. Every day you make me proud to have known you. Today you've made me 'proudest' of all days.

Megha said...

dude. and you call my blog defunct?

Fugitive said...

:)